so sorry...
yumi need to upload profile (that mean change all the thing & style) so deleted all the journal and art...
yumi's friends friends sure feel so strange,why yumi need to do this..
actually since last year june yumi want to upload profile but just can't fine the prefect time and
yumi need to work hard to earn more money..
basically...yumi know this is only an excuse...that is incorrect!!!
in that period yumi have been inherit a lot and huge happen happenning.....
because of one love relationship,yumi "sick"..almost.....crumble yumi life..............................
BUT yumi now want to write down the unhappy staff because yumi now feel very very very happyness and blessed,
the pain is not at yumi heart anymore! yumi want to let this story share with yumi DA friends,especially
and .thanks lot!really really thanks alot,their keep surporting yumi!thank you..

last time yumi is an introverted person,what ever people see,is not who i am.In yumi eyes,yumi can know alot staff,
even the person lie at yumi,yumi know but just keep quiet or act stupid,because yumi always think "people don't
wanted you know,that is their power,their right to do." so yumi doesn't force them,but....the end yumi feel so
stupid,because of this reason yumi fall so DEEP,fall so PAIN...yumi not a smart person,don't know how to make thing
better and better,just now how to cry and keep quit.something even is friends around yumi also annoyance...

"person" don't know actually have been so long ago, yumi already knew what is going on..what is the "person"
think...and..what will going on if continue.....more keep quiet more lie yumi listen.Until yumi "think" yumi can
let it go,but is not that easy.yumi don't know what yumi doing..scare,yell,cry,crazy,angry.........until yumi starting
"sick"...
Now,when yumi looking back..seriouslly want to spank myself and ask myself..:" why? why you have to because of one
love relationship make yourself crumble?"
because of yumi stubborn,yumi..."sick"......hormone imblance..yumi come period at lest 5 month NON stop...
eveyday eat more than 10 pill,can't sleep,can't eat, can't sit, sometime vomit, somthime fever,sometime almost lose
consciousness...yumi getting crazy more crazy more and more......................yumi don't know how to face yumi
future,don't know how to walk...don't know how to do..the friends around yumi try to pull me up,but doesn't work.
until the 2nd month of yumi "imblance hormone",yumi starting let go the relationship and stubborn. yumi believe
after this will be fine,but no..opposite,is getting terrible.now is not about a love relationship,is about a
friendship.In this after 3 month,yumi lose 2 best friends.

yumi done a very terrible thing to one of the best friend.....

yumi really really sorry for him,i'm really sorry...............yumi too silly on that time...
yumi know now apologize is no use,but yumi really no mean to hurt him...hope someday,he can forgive me...

what happen to another best friend??thanks alot to this best friend,i just know boy and girl is never and ever can
become a best friend.2 years friend relationship,is just because he intersting on me??yumi feel so angry,but what to do?
he still is my friend,yumi still can forgive him..but until....
until yumi found someone really really can take care about me,my lover now KENNY.
he really sweet and funny person,he know yumi unhappy but he didn't ask.always take care yumi and make yumi happy.
sometime yumi think if he is my love,yumi will marry with him.
what a surpised,after we meet 2 week,he just say:"i love you". yumi also don't know why,..."yumi also".
than yumi starting the new love relationship.
BUT yumi don't know what happen,the best friend after knew me and kenny,he so angry and say " you betray me!"
than just end our 2 year friendship...until know yumi still don't undertstand...

WELL...yumi don't care now..opps,actually is say yumi can't care..kenny worry yumi care too much will back to last
time,so he keep accompany me walk..because of him, yumi happy.

yumi now very happy and glove up alot ( yumi mean is brand)...working,sleep,eat,sit,going out...everthing is going
back to normal..just want to change something => only remember always happy ^^

the end is...we planning our marry now.........^^

thanks for and kenny.